hais . ii donnoe wad as gort into mie these few dayys . eu msg mie and called mie burt ii don seems to react tuhh dem . ii want tuhh reply or pick up e phone burt something had stopped mie . it's within muii control sias . felt so sad and angry latelyy too . ii wishh we couldd be like last tyme like tt . burt ..... it would neber be the same again .
how ii wish ii could turn back e hands of time . go back to the great memories we had last time . puh-lease . sobs sobs . ii really donwans to drop muii tears furr eu cause it doesn't even matter tuhh eu . ii would if ii reallyy habs to . ii noe eu gort some1 u like le . burt u donwans to admit tuhh mie . ii noe tt person is close tuhh mie . myy feelings tells mie so .
eu hurt mie deeply and indirectly . and eu neber would be aware of it and would nort seem to care even if eu noe . wad is myy feelings towards eu ??????????
