i don even dare to think my own friend will betray me one day. but i learnt now, my own friends will aso betray me der! i have learnt my mistakes not to be so trustable . i should try to watch out toos. why i always is the last one to know about things ?? and the things will always concern mie ? why why eh ?
i trusted you so much so i told you my secrets, but why did you exposed out ? you may have your own reasons, but why wouldn't you tell me ? why you did so much things behind mie. so, i now knew your true colurs and wads your true self. even if i said out, no one will believe mie as no one else knows about you. so, i will keep it to myself. and one day ppl may noe. why ppl knows about my matter befor i did ? i felt so heartbreaken that even my own friend will betray mie. i wish i could die. x.x ( i donknow wad i heard is true anot, but i can sense it have happened. x[ )
today is a long day. studied will 3.10pm. haven eat (x haha. maths remedial from 2.10pm till 3.10pm, hahaha. (: so, no time to eat =.= after remedial, stayed back with HL and ML till ard 5something as HL have CCA. haha . poor thing. )x TIRED ~
i wish i could have a listener, so i could pour out everything. but, who's trustable ? i lack confidence. PLEASE, BE MY LISTENER ! ):