for not letting ppl say i'm lost or kidnapped by ppl, i shall update now!~ haha. saw many webs here, eeew ! help mie clean lehs! haha! :D sorry ahs. don't nag at mie and say my blog is rotting. only my h.k is gone, vanish into th thin air ! my heart breaks
don worry, i'm feeling fine, just a little stressed. haha. someday, i may go crazy. hehe! ^^
i got lots of things to say, but don'tknow where to start from as so many days since i last updated. haha! xD i knew lot-s of things just happened, i a blink of eye, its gone, and it came back again. haha! terrible~ :x hope nlevels can faster finish.. i want go out !!! HAHA.
- and yar, maybe after nlevel i'm going to work. no one's going to acc mie.): sad )': haha. who wants pei mie go???? hehe. xP
there's a novel ' steal' by minglin's blog.. but is mie wrote one.. haha. give mie comments please(: haha! xD
--> (: As i was roaming alone down the streets, my mind was in a whirl, the wind was gently brushing thru my face. Sweet Memorises was slowing flowing thru my mind with a slow and sweet rythem. I remembered till this day, i held hands with you and walked down the path that filled with joys. Chatting happily and forgetting all the troubles that's boring me. I miss-ed those days when i spent my days with you, but i knew happy times always wont last long. These days were end sooner or later, but i was't thinking so much. I wanna to enjoy all e happy and joyful times, just with you. I remember last 2 years, 14 days N 2 months, tt awful valentine's day, u make tis date engraved in my heart forever. At tt day , U held me so close 2 U,as if U don wan to let me go. But U eventually let go of mie. You are so cruel to end this relationship at Valentines Day. At 14Feb06, U asked me out , you are the one who told me tt U R going to give me a surprise, I was elated and in high Spirited then.At that point of times I saw yo and ur Face was in a pale colour. i was shocked, but U R e one who choose not to tell me anythings. who am i ??? I'm just no one to you? U don wan me to worry? I'm just a fool. I love U so much, but treated me as a trash. The first sentence U tell m e is tt"I don love U anymore ...let's go in a seperate way from now on." My heart was bleeding with fresh blood. U hurt me. I hate-ed U at that point of time. you volunteered to drive me home in that memorable motorbike we have choose together. While driving U told me to hold U tight N never let go, i smiled N thought it was just like a dream justnow, things are turning normal again. Your driving speed increaed a little by little. U shouted to me N told me to put on e helmet that is on ur head, i did it as i was told. Finally you are driving too fast, i got scared and my heart beat was skipping tremendously. Suddenly it came to a sudden stop and the bike ran over. It Falls! We both fel from e bike, I wasnt injured at all. He was holding me in his arms, N he fainted. He was bleeding profusely, I was terrified, i call e amublance immediately. Upon reaching e hospital, his heartbeat stopped @ 1200AM @ 15Feb06, his last words on e amublance with me is "I LOVE YOU". his parents told me tt he was suffering frm stomach cancer, last stage N woudnt live for long. He wanted 2 spent e rest of e times with me but he don not wan mie to be upset so he did those hurtful things to mie. He had reasons doing it. Till tis date i still remember those words, the only thing that i have regretted was i didnt told him .... I love him too. *(:
{ ermm, just writing only. doesn't mean anything. pple, don't think toos much.. hehe } :D
