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Friday, June 26, 2009Y

it is 10pm++ now. and i'm getting bored and moodless somehow. every0ne is getting busy with their own life, & i'm on to nowhere. -.- why am i like so useless? { yi wu shi chu!} hais! ): can't find any0ne to chat with mie. what's wrong? ):

during this holiday, i understand,learnt,overcome,confused,angry,sad,moodless about alot of things.. but, i somehow really manage to keep it to myself. cause, i guess, nobody could help mie in these type of problems. it is too complicated for mie and them too. hais. oO i felt i, myself couldn't accomplished many things by myself and need help by ppl. i also afraid they will get annoyed~ i'm just a person who thinks too much, and likes to think things as worse as it can get. xP {am i just a burden to other ppl?}

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009Y

i feel like a fool. i am a fool.

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Thursday, June 11, 2009Y

i just don't understand why people likes to tell lies so much. X: what would they benefit from it uhs? hais.

rushed my FNN coursework today. eventually, it did finish. BUT, i have to waste efforts on cutting down the pages as it has limited pages of 40. -.- ohGosh. -.- GOD, help mie pls.

is it a good or bad thing? -.-

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Tuesday, June 9, 2009Y

Second post of the day ! (:

爱一人
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如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦,
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦,
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦,
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦,
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

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it is just merely two day & i miss you like hell. { i think youwill know who you are when you come into my blog.., & i know you will (: } it is the first time i can feel my heart pumping like hell.. HUIEN hor? hahs! ._. [people, if you don't know, please don't anyhow guess whoever it is ahs.. heh(:]

what a boring day?! would be rushing for coursework these few days.~ NOTIME!!!!!!~ && i think i would not have time to finish on time. hais! -.- somebody help mieeeeeeeeee!! xD hahs! [:

&& that stupid screen protector of my phone came out. dropped -.- but i donknow drop at where. hahs! tupidd. x: must go buy new one asap le. i can't bear to see my cute phone being scratched for nothing. muhahahs! xD



next week have plans ! yes! hahs! xD happy!~ shhh, won't reveal out first. must keep in suspense first. wooOo.. x: sorry, i was just acting cute here. hahs!^^ you people won't mind hor? xP hehs.

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Monday, June 8, 2009Y

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I Miss De Last Time De You. ! {imissyou} )':


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&& ohyah ohyah, i nearly forgotten.. i suddenly feel like watching the show called what'Chucky' deh. who got the show ahs? hahs. (: in case you all don't know what show i talking about, is a show that got a scray doll doll that kills people one. who got all eposides or got the disc ahs? hehs. x: {p.s. please don't tell mie go online watch, cause i don't like~ hehs. (: } xPP please tell mie if you got. && i will thanks you alot alot- hahs! :DD

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Sunday, June 7, 2009Y

i think it is a very touching story that i have received in my mail.

七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼,男孩疯了。

男孩和女孩从小就认识,男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾,每次男孩总是满载而归,女孩却是两手空空,女孩总是失落的含着眼泪,独自一个人回到家,然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前,男孩敲响女孩家的门,女孩一见是男孩,扭头就走,男孩追上前,对女孩说:“对不起,我把你的虾都捉走了,给,我把它们养在小鱼缸里,送给你。”女孩眉头一放,慧心的笑了,就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年,转眼,他们各自成长着。——纯纯的“对不起”。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩,经常会把女孩逗到哭,然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止,直到长大后,也是如此。 男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有,然后躲在远处,看女孩着急的走投无路,等着女孩拨通他的手机,然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩,依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来,灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车,任由女孩在一旁发牢骚,男孩却暗自窃喜,然后委屈的对女孩说:“对不起,我知道错了。”随即,女孩便会柔弱下来,告诉男孩下次不允许那样,男孩点头,于是,那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。——“对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后,男孩和女孩各自有了工作,男孩的工作总是很忙,有时一个月都休息不到一次,而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她,终于,他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来,可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩:“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于,女孩还是忍不住,主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交,可每次,都是女孩先妥协。 那年,女孩生日,男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日,女孩欣喜不已,她在家精心打扮,等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日,这一等就是凌晨,女孩在睡梦中醒来,脸上挂着泪痕,男孩见到女孩,心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕:“对不起,嫁给我好吗?”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。——“对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后,男孩的事业大有成就,经常有许多应酬,而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了,每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭,把家里收拾的干干净净,她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着,男孩总问他为什么,女孩却总是慧心的一笑。 慢慢的,男孩每次回家,身上总是充满了不同的香水味道,而每次没等女孩问,男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然,那时起,女孩不太爱说话了,也不像以前那么开朗了,她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里,抱着枕头看韩剧,然后随着剧情哭泣,夜深时,就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里,男孩回来时,身上的香水味只有一种味道了,女孩从来不问,可是男孩依旧说:“对不起,今天又去应酬了。”——“对不起”,谎言的开始。

渐渐的,男孩开始不回家,或总是在外出差,男孩的事业越来越好,身边都是奉承的人,他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着,而女孩,几乎不出门了,她总会去超市买上很多方便面,和一些必要的日用品,然后把自己关在家里,这一呆就是很久。从前,女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天,而现在,她孤身一人,身边没有一个可以说话的人,每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家,男孩总是仓促的回答到:“对不起,我太忙了。”女孩,失落的扣上电话,那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。——“对不起”,只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子,开始打扮自己,她觉得男孩不回家,也许是看腻了她,她决定不再颓废,自己的幸福应该靠自己争取,而不是无谓的后退。 那天,女孩心血来潮,按照地址去了男孩工作的地方,那是女孩第一次去,也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯,来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方,她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落,这里的一切,她都觉得很好看。终于,绕过长长的办公走廊,她来到男孩的办公室,轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了,眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫,也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子,更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩,而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上,******的发出微弱的呻吟声,那个男人,仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽…… 许久,男孩才发现了女孩,男孩惊慌失措,忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩,转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去,追着女孩,那晚,大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊,径直往前跑,往回家的方向跑,男孩在女孩后面大喊:“对不起,我还是爱你的,对不起,我真的只爱你。”可女孩,始终没有听见。——这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩,女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗,无心工作,无心花天酒地,他想不到女孩可以去哪里,因为女孩没有朋友,她唯一的朋友就是男孩,男孩终日守着电话机,手机24小时不关机,怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。

快递为男孩送来一个盒子。男孩打开一看,里面是许多河虾的标本,有的在树叶边休息,有的在水草里躲着,各式各样的河虾标本,旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你,可能是我太懦弱,也或许是我根本不想见到你,我想这些『警告:注意文明用语!』应该过的没什么两样吧,我很好,我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活,我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己,而不用每天等着你回家,为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜,直到凉了也不见你的人,我的手机已经不用了,因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机,让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己,珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想,我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的,因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书,就压在鱼缸的底下,你签完字,按照地址给我寄过来就行了。 对不起,我想我是真的累了。” 男孩按照地址找去,他满心希望能够见到女孩,然后让女孩原谅,并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她,可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲,而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。 女孩的父亲告诉男孩,女孩在写完这封信后,跳楼自杀了,血肉一片模糊。——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。
那一年,男孩疯了。 每个人在自己的生命里头,一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人,不是每一句的对不起,都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人,那对谁,都不好……把这个故事传下去,让你的朋友们知道,不要随意地说出对不起……

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Friday, June 5, 2009Y

moody :/

sometimes i was wondering a big family is a good or bad thing? every 2 to 3 days quarrel over money matters. it is very frustrating though. no one understands.. because i have no special standing in my house. i can't voice my saying out. it is suffocating.. people who knows mie better would know what i am talking about, those who donknow, please don't come and ask mie. thanks.

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oh yea oh yea. changed my blogskins. special thanks to chuaminglin uhs. x: HAHA ^^ is it nice???~~ hahs. (:

today is friday! which means.. tmr no school! yes! ^^ hahs.(: today suppose is end school at 4 pm dehs. But is cancelled slot cause got parents meeting session. we're saved! wooHoo~! xP hahahs. today didn't manage to take reportBook cause teacher say monday then take back. hahs ^^ i think hor, whether got take back or Not for mie, it doesn't make a difference. you know why? cause, my results isn't beautiful afterall. nAa, really! hahs. :D

today keep calling jessica ' ah piao.. ' , and she really doesn't know what it means. hehs. very funny ! xP keep like bullying her. hahahs :DD

don't let out that stange attitude of yours. Please keep it to yourself. -.- i hate it. thks. (:

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009Y

POST :D


holiday started! but.. no holiday for mie. SAD ): still have to go back school for remedial for the first 3weeks! -.- urghs! ._. only left the fourth week to play!~ So little time! ><" hahaha. today morning went school alone for phy remedial. waited for that JESSICA! very longg~~ hahaha. CHI DAO TIAN HOU~ x: haha, jkjk ;) after that, ' went english remedial ' , went awhile jiu go off le. HAHA~ teacher like angry lehs. oPPs Xx: hah (:

-- went plaza with CHUACHUACHUA, she 'forced' mie to. hahah xP swensen-ED first time with her, yumyum! (: NICE PICS AT HER THERE. hah (:

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