it is 10pm++ now. and i'm getting bored and moodless somehow. every0ne is getting busy with their own life, & i'm on to nowhere. -.- why am i like so useless? { yi wu shi chu!} hais! ): can't find any0ne to chat with mie. what's wrong? ):

during this holiday, i understand,learnt,overcome,confused,angry,sad,moodless about alot of things.. but, i somehow really manage to keep it to myself. cause, i guess, nobody could help mie in these type of problems. it is too complicated for mie and them too. hais. oO i felt i, myself couldn't accomplished many things by myself and need help by ppl. i also afraid they will get annoyed~ i'm just a person who thinks too much, and likes to think things as worse as it can get. xP {am i just a burden to other ppl?}