, my grandma once told mie that she saw
HIM below her block. he seems to be working as a supervisor there. but i didn't manage to see him. should i go see him? even if i see him le, what i should do? my mum doesn't like the idea even if i mentioned him once. hais. X: i'm in such a 'dilmentia'. i should hate him! but.. i am curious by how he looks, how he's living.. even if i just look at him for a second, i'm satisfied. really.. iam very envious of other people, but what can i do? maybe the habit of mie acting weird or thinking too much sometimes is because what had happened when i'm young. but some people just doesn't understands mie. i need
extra warmth, love, care and concern, not like any other normal people need... am i demanding too much?? i'm just abnomal. X:
